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Haven't done this in nearly 2 years now. But im bored and pissed off

Are you dating the last person you made out with?
Yes

Why do you think people kiss with their eyes closed?
It'd be far too unnerving gazing at each other whilst kissing

Do you think you are a good person?
IAt heart yes. But it gets lost along the way.

Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
No. Why would i?

Do you think you could change for someone?
I am.

Have you ever made out in a library?
No

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Chatted to the missus

Was your last kiss sober?
I don't drink. So yes.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
I really don't know anymore. I thought all this therapy would make me a better person. I thought it would help in my relationship so i could understand my depression and mood swings. But it seems to go unnoticed. And there is always some solace in despair.

Are there things you can't live without?
Possibly. But i couldn't think of them right now

are you a morning person or night?
Night.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes

When was the last time you were on an airplane?
April time i think

Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
I never have. I turn to noone.

Do you fall in love easily?
No. Fall in lust far too easily.

Would you kill a hobo for 100,000,000 dollars?
Yes. They are worthless anyway

What can't you wait for?
An easy life. Or death. Whichever is first.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yes.

Do you get jealous easily?
Yes

How are you feeling right now?
Like fucking shit


Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yes

Does anyone know your password besides you?
No. Been hacked way too many times


Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yes

Something you dislike more than anything?
People who whinge about depression and have no fucking idea. Pisses me off. I'm in no way the most depressed individual. But at least i am not SELF-diagnosed. And rather than whine about it, im doing something about it.

If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be?
The last fat fuck i dated.


Have you ever done something to instigate trouble?
Yes. Generally when i'm around drunk people. It's their fault anyway.

Has anyone made you cry recently?
Yes

Whos bed did you last lay on other then yours?
Charli's

What was the last drink you had?
Earl Grey

What is bothering you right now?
Pointless arguments over pointless things.

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing. Might sleep early for once.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Nothing yet again

Did you have a good day yesterday?
No

How's your heart latey?
Troubled


Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes. But that is another story


How's your life lately?
Getting worse after getting better. No job now, pointless arguments with the missus, endless days of boredom... joy


Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine

What was the last conversation you had with someone & what was it about?
Noones business


Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Of course

Do you prefer fruity or minty gum?
Peppermint

Made out for more than a half hour straight?
May have done. Though i highly doubt anyone could. Talk about jaw ache...


Want someone you can't have?
I don't want anyone. I'm a good boy. For once.

Do you believe in young love?
No. Noone young knows what it is.

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
We shall see. I'd hope so

Who was the last person who texted you?
Charli

How many numbers are in your phonebook?
fuck knows

What do people compliment you the most on?
Hair


Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
No. It's uncomfortable. I prefer lips.

Is there anyone who calls you often when they are drunk?
No. Thankfully. Noone calls me. and i'd only hang up anyway

Someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
My love

Do you currently have a hickey? Where?
No

Anything you would change about your life right now?
Would rather like a nice job. would rather the last argument with my lady didnt happen


How was your day?
boring.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
I am this moment via MSN

Do you have a best friend?
No. Not after the last one...

Do you have unlimited texting?
yes

Are you a forgiving person?
No. I use the nickname VENGEANCE for a reason.

What's something you really want right now?
Be with Charli. Happy.


Does anyone have a crush on you?
I'd expect so!

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Cigarette


Do you have any piercings?
Ears, Tongue

Burger King or Wendy's?
Neither, preferably

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I don't tell anyone anything.


What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
On this piece of shite

Are you listening to music right now?
Yes. Dir En Grey - Glass Skin

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Girl. Shes the only one who does.

What is your current annoyance?
Emotions


Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Not scared, i just rather not feel sick.


At what age do you want to be married?
Never. Don't beleive in it


Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Many people. Its horrible. But i feel it's partially me distancing myself from hurt


When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
A long time ago.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an R?
Er.... *thinks hard* I think so... Yes i did!

What does the 5th text message in your inbox say?
Something about wha Charli did today

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
Of course

What's the wallpaper to your cellphone?
Me and Charli

When did you first get Myspace?
2001 odd

Which one of your cousins is closest in age?
Dunno, theyre all old


Do you miss anyone?
Yes

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Of course, or they wouldnt have


Are you wearing socks?
no

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
no. if they were too personal i wouldnt answer

Would you ever donate blood?
No.


Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yes

Someone on your mind right now?
Was this asked?

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not in the least

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
Charli


Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
Sleeping


Anyone told you a secret this week?
No thankfully

When was the last time you bought something?
Yesterday

In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
Nothing

Does a cuddle make you feel better when you're angry?
No. It makes me angrier. I'd rather be left alone

What is the color of the thing you are sitting on right now?
Red


Who else is in the room with you?
Noone


Who did you last say I love you to?
Charli. The only one i do


Do you have trust issues?
Yes, for good reason


Who is the last person that commented/messaged you on myspace?
Who knows. Noone really does


Where were you last night?
here.


Look at your recent calls;who was your last call from?
Charli i'd imagine.


Will this weekend be a good one?
We'll see.





Well, sorry for that.
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Which ghost of the 13 are you?



The Angry Princess
Beauty comes in various forms. You liked the clothes that you wore, you loved putting on make-up and being an idol amoung girls in your University. But was that really what you wanted? You realized one night that your were just a Barbie doll, a puppet...maybe you drank too much after your boyfriend called to say he dumped you. While you were in the shower, you cut yourself all over with your razor. Mommy came home to see the bathroom flooded with red water and her daughter in the tub, bug-eyed and with her head to the side, leaning against the wall with her mascara running..dead. You are The Angry Princess.
Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
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I wouldn't bother reading this, i'm just incredibly bored, so i'm searching for as many "which ... are you?" sort of tests.

Fuuuuuuuuuuck!Collapse )

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So i came online this morning for my usual downloading frenzy, downloading any JRock i can get my hands on, and what do i learn?

Bou has left An Cafe =(

...Which means absolutely nothing to any of you... But it makes me very sad.

Currently listening to a track from the new Marilyn Manson album uploaded on Myspace.

It's... suprisingly very good.

I used to be a huge Manson fan, but his last two albums are cack. The sound was too commercial, which didn't really suit him. But by the sounds of this song, the new album could mean hes going back to his darker, more industrial past, along the lines of "Antichrist Superstar"

Could be a good album indeed!

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I'm actually having fun writing a Kazuo post for br_roleplay. I'll try getting it up shortly.

So. For easter Sunday, what did i do with my day?

I cleaned my room!

Oh yes. No going out for me!

It was actually enjoyable. I'm a bit of a neat freak.

Plus i have Dir en Grey's "It withers..." tour DVD playing, so it's all good!

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Badass Uke
Badass Uke
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
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You are the highest level uke. Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. At times, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges - all you really want is the punishment. It takes a seme with just enough sadistic tendencies to dish out the punishment you really want, but enough patience not to outright kill you, so you are best paired with the "Don't Fuck With Me" Seme.
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I haven't really been online much at all lately and i can't for the life of me think why.

Well to tell the truth, the internet is actually fucking boring if noone i want to talk to is on, so i guess i can think why...




Well i don't think i've written about this yet, and a lot of people already know... But i'm going back into hairdressing. The slon i used to work for is opening up a new shop in Maidstone that'll have the elite of our old salon in it, and me XD My boss also wants me to be a full stylist early next year, to get past all the dull shit because i'm pretty taltented as it is. But the new salon probably won't open for a while, so im gonna just ask if i can start now at the old one. Cause im bored really, and i need the money.




Apart from training for that, i don't seem to be doing much else and yet my time dissapears. I'm actually seeing someone at the moment (read as "i am sleeping with someone but can't be arsed with any sort of commitment right now"), so i'm at hers a lot of the time. I feel like a bit of a toyboy though, she's 24!! O.O

Haha, can't say it bothers me though.











..Also... Nina Hagen is awesome =)
Current Music:
Nina Hagen - Ziggy Stardust
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Cause everyone else has...Collapse )

In other news, i'm a real emo. I bought the new My Chemical Romance album today.

I suck so hard. But it's awesome!
Current Music:
My Chemical Romance - Mama
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I FUCKING LOVE CHRISCollapse )

I swear he gets more and more random.
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